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◄ Chat Log 22.11.2022 ►

[10:47:28] CrRAR :ctwokinds-kingtea:
[10:53:52] TerraTheWizard :ctwokinds-renirawr:
[10:55:41] CrRAR :ctwokinds-renirawr:
[11:12:46] Nitarius :ctwokinds-renirawr:
[14:07:29] ThingsAreMoving :ctwokinds-renirawr:
[14:19:02] ZapiliDver :ctwokinds-renirawr:
[15:10:38] Roughlandin :ctwokinds-renirawr:
[15:14:00] Mediawatcher37 :ctwokinds-renirawr:
[16:13:44] SpazztasticKiwi 🌯
[17:07:03] TerraTheWizard :ctwokinds-rainesleep:
[19:41:07] CrRAR :stuffed_flatbread::ctwokinds-floexcite:
[19:41:14] CrRAR made fajitas
[19:41:20] CrRAR time for cocoa
[19:42:58] ZapiliDver :czapilidver-katsmug: *[New Patreon Post: Baby Maeve Weigh-In - https://www.patreon.com/posts/baby-maeve-weigh-74997894]
[19:44:32] SpazztasticKiwi folks car seats are complicated
[19:46:38] Mediawatcher37 Looks like it’s Tom pick week
[19:49:48] Mediawatcher37 Not that I’m complaining
[19:50:11] CrRAR :coffee::ctwokinds-maddiessparkles:
[19:50:40] ThingsAreMoving :ctwokinds-maevecute:
[19:50:57] Mediawatcher37 Adorable Baby Maeve
[19:56:09] SpazztasticKiwi it’s whatever he feels like doing thanksgiving week
[19:56:29] SpazztasticKiwi frankly im surprised he works at all
[19:56:35] SpazztasticKiwi its a family holiday
[20:05:34] SpazztasticKiwi I’m about to fight gofundme
[20:21:30] SpazztasticKiwi how was dinner Tom
[20:22:17] SpazztasticKiwi i saw mark made it home & streamed a hour of slowly losing his mind
[20:23:58] SpazztasticKiwi that documentary was expiring which i never saw any mention of it till then because all that was on about was the book
[20:24:52] SpazztasticKiwi people seemed to like it but $15 or $10 eh
[20:28:27] SpazztasticKiwi I’m good
[20:30:23] SpazztasticKiwi did they hook you into it too since it’s the story of her life & all - mark said she wasn’t happy some stuff got cut
[20:32:20] SpazztasticKiwi nm nm
[20:34:19] SpazztasticKiwi Imma still fight gofundme
[20:55:31] Twokinds I was asked, but I didn't want to be on camera
[21:19:05] TheSexyBeast :ctwokinds-renirawr:
[21:20:16] CrRAR sexy! 🐿️
[21:20:27] CrRAR :ccrrar-fnchwuf::ccrrar-fnchwuf2: ey sexy~
[21:20:34] CrRAR :ctwokinds-renirawr:
[21:56:34] SpazztasticKiwi don’t blame you
[22:18:05] SpazztasticKiwi my sister largely didn’t want to do things & what she did wasn’t filmy stuff
[22:18:52] SpazztasticKiwi i liked to do things that were camera lookwhatmykiddid
[22:19:06] SpazztasticKiwi friendly
[22:19:57] SpazztasticKiwi in short I was social
[22:20:00] SpazztasticKiwi interactive
[22:20:03] SpazztasticKiwi or willing to be
[22:21:16] SpazztasticKiwi she likes to shove her camera at everything I do - for my teens it got bad
[22:21:44] SpazztasticKiwi obnoxious really
[22:22:27] SpazztasticKiwi i wasn’t into pictures or cameras to begin with but it didn’t bug me like my sister either
[22:27:31] SpazztasticKiwi we both got signed into as much as she could get us into for long term growth like the standard girl
[22:27:35] SpazztasticKiwi scouts
[22:35:34] TheSexyBeast CrRaRarararara... :ctwokinds-reniderp:
[22:35:39] SpazztasticKiwi I’m a balanced introextrovert if that makes sense
[22:36:28] TheSexyBeast Introspective? (also hi)
[22:36:56] SpazztasticKiwi paparazzi parents - even if it’s for family memories - are grating at best & draining at worst
[22:37:42] TheSexyBeast Ugh, I know what you mean
[22:37:48] SpazztasticKiwi got real good at saying no tho
[22:39:00] TheSexyBeast I just want to get through Thursday so I can go home and crash
[22:39:02] SpazztasticKiwi I suppose after my dad died I became my moms social ticket since I did things
[22:39:31] SpazztasticKiwi he was restrictive
[22:39:53] TheSexyBeast So just you now for her?
[22:40:21] SpazztasticKiwi dowhatwho
[22:41:17] TheSexyBeast You're her only child that does social activities with her?
[22:42:06] SpazztasticKiwi nope
[22:42:32] SpazztasticKiwi i did girl scouts & things in school like track & fbla & fccla
[22:43:19] SpazztasticKiwi then church choir with friends that ended up something she made sure I did even when I got tired of it or didn’t feel like it
[22:44:47] SpazztasticKiwi she didn’t dare try that with my sister cause she’d refuse cause she didn’t want to
[22:44:55] TheSexyBeast So how is she handling things now?
[22:45:06] SpazztasticKiwi hence why she wouldn’t sign up in the first place
[22:45:10] SpazztasticKiwi they moved out a year ago cause the house isn’t disabled friendly to say the least & she wasn’t entirely willing to put the effort in to research or save for repairs
[22:47:15] TheSexyBeast Oh boy
[22:47:38] SpazztasticKiwi to make a long story & years of therapy worthy skeletons in the closet short I was my dad’s favorite & so my mom slacked off for my sister when he died to make up for that
[22:48:31] SpazztasticKiwi my sister favors my mother genetically & so on while I favor my dad
[22:48:52] SpazztasticKiwi so they somewhat get along better so to speak
[22:50:02] TheSexyBeast Still, can't be easy for you
[22:50:26] SpazztasticKiwi I’ve largely adapted to it
[22:50:51] SpazztasticKiwi much like how I changed how I talk and write
[22:51:10] SpazztasticKiwi i had a speech impediment much like mark has talked about when he was younger
[22:52:01] TheSexyBeast So you're better at it now?
[22:52:04] SpazztasticKiwi therapy teaches you to talk slower or expand or vocabulary if not both (among other things) so it doesn’t surface
[22:52:25] SpazztasticKiwi ^expand your vocabulary
[22:52:43] TheSexyBeast *nods*
[22:53:22] SpazztasticKiwi you cant tell too much but aside from a slur coming out very rarely it’s mostly the accent people pick up on
[22:54:26] SpazztasticKiwi marks slurred or tripped his words before in videos - I do the same sometimes although again it’s rare for both of us
[22:54:56] TheSexyBeast Always having to be mindful
[22:56:09] SpazztasticKiwi its hard to say how bad we were compared to each other or what his therapy was compared to mine but the parallel is there
[22:57:27] TheSexyBeast Understood, he's very relatable
[22:57:55] SpazztasticKiwi the biggest thing for me even in school was the accent despite us all having the same one to a degree
[22:58:42] TheSexyBeast Is yours that noticeable?
[22:58:49] SpazztasticKiwi deep south
[22:59:01] TheSexyBeast Ahhh
[22:59:19] SpazztasticKiwi if you’ve ever heard jeff foxworthy
[22:59:33] TheSexyBeast Oh yes
[22:59:56] SpazztasticKiwi which in turn all but begs for the alabama incest jokes because of course that’s my state
[22:59:56] TheSexyBeast All those blue collar guys
[23:01:14] SpazztasticKiwi my dad although he had a southern accent too from living down here had some north in him
[23:01:32] SpazztasticKiwi he was originally illinois
[23:01:56] SpazztasticKiwi so mix a southern accent with north influence & impediment
[23:02:17] SpazztasticKiwi i sound downright entertaining to most folks
[23:02:27] TheSexyBeast My Dad and Mom were from Kansas, but I twang like a banjo
[23:03:38] TheSexyBeast I don’t think I do when I'm speaking, but the recordings say otherwise
[23:04:19] SpazztasticKiwi depending who I’m talking to & how long it’s been you won’t necessarily understand me
[23:04:54] SpazztasticKiwi the slang is strong & ive you’ve never been around southern influence I could just the same speak another language
[23:05:04] SpazztasticKiwi to some english speakers I do
[23:05:47] TheSexyBeast Heh, with my deafness it would seem comical in a way
[23:06:08] SpazztasticKiwi we got words down here that don’t exist in other parts of the country
[23:06:18] SpazztasticKiwi phrases too
[23:06:33] SpazztasticKiwi some conversations are little more than a few noises
[23:06:39] TheSexyBeast Skweet?
[23:07:09] TheSexyBeast As in: "let's skweet."
[23:07:50] TheSexyBeast That's common in Texlahoma
[23:07:51] SpazztasticKiwi jyeetyet
[23:08:04] SpazztasticKiwi did you eat yet
[23:08:17] SpazztasticKiwi we dont believe in enunciation
[23:08:29] TheSexyBeast Notchet
[23:08:40] SpazztasticKiwi not yet
[23:08:51] SpazztasticKiwi yountto?
[23:09:04] SpazztasticKiwi (do) you want to
[23:09:12] TheSexyBeast Heh, enunciation is for those high pocket folks
[23:09:50] TheSexyBeast Barbwahr
[23:10:02] SpazztasticKiwi barb wire
[23:10:09] SpazztasticKiwi or barbed
[23:11:04] TheSexyBeast Tator or tater salad?
[23:11:15] SpazztasticKiwi tater
[23:11:29] TheSexyBeast We get both
[23:11:49] SpazztasticKiwi in any case with mark
[23:12:17] SpazztasticKiwi dad died in 2008 although I was 12 unlike him at 16?
[23:12:29] SpazztasticKiwi childhood impediment
[23:12:50] TheSexyBeast 🫂
[23:12:53] SpazztasticKiwi both broke our arm as a kid although I didn’t try to fix it myself like a lunatic
[23:13:09] TheSexyBeast He did?
[23:13:15] SpazztasticKiwi evidently
[23:13:30] SpazztasticKiwi dr told him he did alright but they still had to reset it
[23:13:45] TheSexyBeast 🤣
[23:14:17] TheSexyBeast That's something I might have done
[23:14:59] SpazztasticKiwi ill bring up something wade said at a convention panel when somebody asked what marks younger self would think of him now: “I’m still alive?!”
[23:15:40] TheSexyBeast Hilarious!
[23:16:10] SpazztasticKiwi im convinced he can’t drink cause his guardian angels an alcoholic
[23:16:28] TheSexyBeast "You have survived childhood. Adult achievement unlocked."
[23:16:51] SpazztasticKiwi always stepping in last minute cause he’s about to do a thing
[23:17:37] SpazztasticKiwi i felt that metal ring hit him in the face when he broke his nose...the first time
[23:17:55] TheSexyBeast "Gettin' in the way of my drinkin'!"
[23:18:14] SpazztasticKiwi I was expecting him to faceplant into the ground when I watched the video he put out
[23:18:25] SpazztasticKiwi nah it was the ring
[23:18:41] SpazztasticKiwi swung & busted him right in the face
[23:18:59] TheSexyBeast Oof
[23:19:05] SpazztasticKiwi which if you hit that bone just right it can go into your brain
[23:19:19] TheSexyBeast Oh yeah it can!
[23:20:07] TheSexyBeast Saw it in a movie once
[23:20:24] TheSexyBeast Creeped me the hell out
[23:21:24] SpazztasticKiwi I mean he’s not incompetent or stupid obviously
[23:21:35] SpazztasticKiwi but sometimes
[23:22:15] TheSexyBeast Sounds like a regular male of the species, haha
[23:23:43] SpazztasticKiwi i have no idea what I’m doing and you can’t stop me
[23:24:26] TheSexyBeast Here, hold my beer
[23:24:43] SpazztasticKiwi see that’s how you get er stories
[23:25:11] TheSexyBeast Nothing good seldom comes after that
[23:25:27] SpazztasticKiwi now unlike mark I was planned & ended up a girl despite expectations of a boy
[23:26:37] SpazztasticKiwi but if given the choice of ending up a boy I’d definitely hope for his genes
[23:27:17] SpazztasticKiwi hes wicked smart & talented & takes damn good pictures
[23:27:56] TheSexyBeast I was planned and came out a boy. has led to a lifetime of confusion until recently, but that's for another time
[23:28:13] SpazztasticKiwi as hell as hes said school or life in general was growing up I’d take looking like he does now over being popular
[23:29:13] SpazztasticKiwi i somehow gained recognition out of hs & have no way of knowing if it’s because I lost weight or people grew up
[23:29:54] TheSexyBeast Column A and column B maybe?
[23:30:22] SpazztasticKiwi if he really thinks he’s fat like he’s said before I’d take that
[23:31:12] SpazztasticKiwi course racism bullying ain’t quite let’s pick on the quiet girl with acne but
[23:31:16] TheSexyBeast I don’t think he's fat either
[23:31:35] TheSexyBeast Ugh!
[23:32:03] SpazztasticKiwi if he’s not joking....but I’m betting he is
[23:32:26] SpazztasticKiwi even at his non active state he looks great
[23:32:58] TheSexyBeast And he's how old again?
[23:33:09] SpazztasticKiwi uh
[23:33:12] SpazztasticKiwi 33?
[23:33:15] SpazztasticKiwi 34?
[23:33:34] TheSexyBeast I know Tom is 34
[23:33:36] SpazztasticKiwi june 28 1989 right
[23:33:46] SpazztasticKiwi or is 89 tom
[23:34:17] TheSexyBeast 33 would make 89 his birth year
[23:34:20] SpazztasticKiwi theyre 28 days of a full year or 2 apart
[23:34:38] SpazztasticKiwi *hey siri*
[23:34:55] SpazztasticKiwi 1989
[23:35:08] TheSexyBeast So he is 33
[23:35:38] SpazztasticKiwi Tom are you watching us
[23:36:15] TheSexyBeast Hi Tom! (if you're there)
[23:36:16] SpazztasticKiwi ...i hope not
[23:37:07] TheSexyBeast He might just have a window open
[23:38:33] SpazztasticKiwi in short marks attractive i guess
[23:38:46] SpazztasticKiwi & I largely don’t consider myself so
[23:39:16] TheSexyBeast We're our own worst critics
[23:40:04] SpazztasticKiwi despite us being 2 different people with different frames we’re the same weight
[23:40:29] SpazztasticKiwi rather at one point I almost was
[23:40:36] TheSexyBeast What's Mark weigh?
[23:40:47] SpazztasticKiwi 180 was the magic number at the time & I was 167
[23:41:09] SpazztasticKiwi that was not seriously working out weight too
[23:41:57] TheSexyBeast I haven't seen that weight since...8th grade?
[23:42:06] SpazztasticKiwi only months ago I got to 174
[23:42:26] TheSexyBeast That sounds great to my ears
[23:42:45] SpazztasticKiwi & ho boy if he thinks he’s fat then sht
[23:42:59] SpazztasticKiwi no wonder people are asking when I’m due
[23:44:22] TheSexyBeast lol, they should look at me then. I'm carrying twins if not triplets!
[23:45:38] TheSexyBeast The Santa Clause belly isn't considered sexy
[23:46:12] SpazztasticKiwi ideally id be 130 or at least 125 but I haven’t had a thing besides literally counting anything and everything I eat or drink
[23:46:19] SpazztasticKiwi work
[23:48:35] TheSexyBeast I'm convinced that some of us can't lose weight no matter what we eat
[23:48:52] TheSexyBeast or don't
[23:49:15] SpazztasticKiwi regardless I’m using a cup to unsink the titanic for the good it’s done me
[23:50:48] SpazztasticKiwi i started wearing clothes that help change how everything sits & make everything less like a busted can of biscuits
[23:51:11] TheSexyBeast 🤜🤛
[23:51:35] SpazztasticKiwi that’s done more for me with what I did lose
[23:52:30] SpazztasticKiwi but people see a bigger change than what’s actually there because I got better at dressing up to hide being fat and flat
[23:52:42] TheSexyBeast I remember eating oatmeal every morning for 6 months, that did more to help me
[23:53:17] SpazztasticKiwi ...more than I changed how I dressed when I lost any weight
[23:53:31] SpazztasticKiwi cause I dressed like that before losing
[23:54:08] TheSexyBeast The 2 sizes larger wardrobe?
[23:54:10] SpazztasticKiwi youre only cute when you’re flat if your stomachs flat too
[23:54:37] SpazztasticKiwi otherwise people think you’re pregnant
[23:54:47] SpazztasticKiwi or look right over you
[23:54:59] TheSexyBeast F them
[23:55:12] SpazztasticKiwi phillyd has the same experience
[23:55:40] SpazztasticKiwi he was fat in school & he said the change he got from people when he skimmed down was disgusting
[23:55:46] SpazztasticKiwi slimmed
[23:56:51] TheSexyBeast I believe it, people are a-holes
[23:58:09] SpazztasticKiwi ah that reminds me
[23:58:18] SpazztasticKiwi a friend of mine is adopting
[23:58:30] SpazztasticKiwi the mothers in bad shape
[23:58:45] SpazztasticKiwi baby got a pic line put in today
[23:58:54] SpazztasticKiwi born too early
[23:59:01] TheSexyBeast Oh no
[23:59:36] SpazztasticKiwi doing as good as they can be